ok .. basically i got the confirmation and all the certainty i've been trying to get. i should really start the process. the sooner the better. but why the hell its getting tougher and tougher???
something inside me keeps telling me i shouldnt give up, that maybe this is something what i always wanted, that this could be it! and dont start the process, not now, not yet.
which do you prefer to believe huh? you guts and instinct, or the facts laid in front of ya?
if you choose to believe in your guts, what if it's intertwined with emotions? theres nothing logical about emotions.
if you choose to believe in your brain, what if the facts laid, is not the entire fact, that this is just a minor percentage? somebody told me to follow my heart/guts/instinct..
man...
i woke up every single day with a happy thought that its gonna be for the better or feel like anxiously waiting for something (again!)
hmmm what to do ya? whats the best thing to do? i've been praying to get some clues ... and something told me to wait ignoring the facts laid out perfectly in front of me. is that the clue? do i have to follow my guts? what would happen next? *stay tuned, i'll be back before you know it, with some answers, hopefully the best answers that leads to the best*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGHHHHHH!!!
ps: saw two butterflies today, one is bright-green with black stripes and frame and the other is bright-orange with black dots and frame. they're so sweet, reminds me of the poem i've made a few moths ago.
posted by wida @ 3:58 PM
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