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in the state of confusion

once again that confused feeling, hits me. this has been happening almost regularly, every three months or so. i mostly got a mixed feeling about carier, love life, family problems, whether i made the right decision or not and expecting surprises. but after i re-consider it over, it seems that it was the right decision at that time. i probably got confused because the varibles on making that decision had changed. probably. but if it was the right thing to do, i still havet got what i've been expecting. people say, good things dont come easy. the most sparkling pearl, lies in the deepest ocean. i probably wasting time being doubtful. but i just have to make sure that i dont make the same mistakes twice. this is one of those times when i feel that i need that life map. the only problem is, such map doenst exist ^__^ v. the thing is, i have to fix this ASAP, else i will feel this same destructive feeling every 3 months, awful. hope i can find the right solution, fast. if there's anyone out there have the same sort of "problem", do share ..

btw, i got spat at by a mad man this morning.. talk about surprises.. ^___^;;

posted by wida @ 8:59 AM