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what am i doing (or thinking) ?

i really feel like moving out (again) there's an interesting offer coming in, it all i ever wanted.. i think.. but again.. its contract! aarrggh.. its very much opposite of my family wants, should i care what they say? should i get what i want instead? is there a way (or choice) that everybody's happy? hiks..

its not that i'm not satisfied with the facilities, but the lack of challenge, i feel like doing nothing here. feel like i cant or given the chance to do more. the project i've been offering, is only accepted in ideas, feel like i'm not given the chance to actually explore them as in an actual project!

the projects are big, name it, eastern indonesian HRD, internal business intelligence, billing and reporting.. its big enough. but i really feel i'm alone. darn it. soo negative.

~sad

posted by wida @ 5:34 PM