Thursday, July 20, 2006

..

terduduk di pojok
diam
mengingat
menangis

Monday, July 17, 2006

canduku

di curhatin temen, baca blog, liatin poto. semuanya bikin g tambah gila. sialnya elu itu candu, makin diliat, makin perlu. argh! ga boleh ym. sms. telpon. email. liat poto. >__< (norak banget gue, sebel, knp harus sampe segininya?) btw, masih lama ya?
~gajels

Friday, July 14, 2006

about job again

so what's the parameter you evaluate on choosing a job?
- salary
- length of probation period
- capabilities
- what the future holds
- time and attention arrangement with family member
- happiness
- comforts in what your company concentration
- trust in your management
- others?

i kinda turn down an opportunity today (you gotta admit that its an opportunity). because of some things. and this are some urls my baby gave me.
http://media.isnet.org/islam/Quraish/Membumi/Riba.html
http://media.isnet.org/islam/Qardhawi/Kontemporer/BungaBank.html
http://media.isnet.org/islam/Qardhawi/Kontemporer/KerjaDiBank.html
http://media.isnet.org/islam/Quraish/Membumi/Perempuan.html#Memilih

so...?

decision decision

God. forgive me if i make the wrong decision, that i wasted the opportunity you gave me. If i make the right decision, bless me and let my business runs smoother. Thank you.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

i'm a chauvinist?

that's probably true. i'm kinda hate a country. sekarang g 'harus' terlibat dgn sebuah proyek luar indonesia yang :
- konsepnya ngga jelas (apa sih maunya? development stage kok di skip?)
- project managementnya tanpa jadwal (if only they read alistapart.com on PM)
- tanpa komitmen jelas (gua ga dibayar2, tapi mereka tetep minta selese, enak aje)
- tanpa perjanjian (liat point 2)
- tong kosong nyaring bunyinya (tanpa kompetensi yang jelas, pada berkoar2 seenaknya)
- ownernya serasa nganggep orang indonesia sbg pembantu (no exact proof, just my feelings, being underestimated, g hampir ngerti rasanya jadi TKW yang disemena2in)
- antar partner saling curiga (tanpa komunikasi yang pantas)

my friends and my sisters stated that those points are related to their country culture. the system applied in that country repressed people from being them selves because they look up to who's superior (asal bapak senang). ah, poor them.

GET ME OUTTA HEEEERRRRRRREEEEEE!!!!!! ~hiks